Imam al-Ghazali observes that :

One of the benefits of marriage is the enjoyment of the company and the sight of one's spouse, and by shared amusement, whereby the heart is refreshed and strengthened for worship; for the soul is prone to boredom and is inclined to shun duty as something unnatural to it. If forced to persevere in something it dislikes, it shies and backs away, whereas if it is revived from time to time by pleasures it acquires new strength and vigour.

(Ihya Ulum al-Din) in The Muslim Marriage Guide.

Let's hope for the best, insyaAllah

Aslih Nafsak, Wad'u Ghairak